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| Love. What is it? What does it look like? Smell like? Feel like? There are so many interputations to this word and this is mine. Its a touch that burns into your soul like the light of one thousand suns. A look that melts you from the inside out. Its something that can make you feel pure again, like you can do anything that you want. True love is unconditional. It's the sight of an elder couple walking hand in hand. A baby's smile. It's the smell of his cologne or her perfume that you just can't get enough of. The smell of pure untouched nature. It has the beauty of a flower covered field with children running through it and dancing amungst the butterflies flying around them. It renews you. Makes you feel as if life has just began. A grandparents story from there child hood. Its feels like free falling from heights unthinkable with no parachute and just before you hit the bottom you grow wings and fly. Its your moms chicken noodle soup when your sick. Your dad taking you out and letting you drive for the first time and telling you did great even though the car came home with a couple more dents then it left with. The sound of a newborn babys first cry. A new puppys gentle licks on your cheek. A new kitten cuddled in your lap. All in all love is what you together make of it. Obviously we have made it something only one could dream about and I wouldnt have it any other way. I love you Daniel Tyler Julian Wolfe. I just hope you know just what I feel for you and if ever you have a doubt just let me know and I will remind you ever so sweetly of what you are to me, because to me you are love. Love Always, Britney Kathrine Marie Chandler. | | |
| Well, I haven't been on here to run my mouth about anything in the last couple of days and as of right now I really don't have anything worth while to run it about. So, I'll just go on about why I haven't been on. Well Saturday morning my computer decided it was a big peice of crap and decided to go bizerk. The start button thingy down in the corner wouldn't show up, it wouldn't run some programs, had no sound, wouldnt get on the Internet, and wasn't sending any information out what so ever. So we went and got an anti-virus disk at Wal-Mart that costed forty dollars. Put it in and it wouldn't run it. Stupid thing is, it would run my Sims game disk and several other disk. So I don't know what is wrong with it. If ya have any ideas leave them in a comment for me. Its a Dell laptop. Anyways, we went to ever computer renting place out there and every one of them where closed by the time we got there. So we went to my mothers today and my uncle decided that we could use is ex's. It's a really old HP desktop but better then nothing. It's not as slow or ragedy as I thought it would be. I also maybe talked my mom into getting us a new computer for Christmas. So yay! I just hope everything else starts falling into place. | | |
| I know this can be a very touchy subject, but it is something that has bothered me for a very long time. Don't get me wrong with this, I love God Almighty and consider my self a believer, but I no longer really attend church anymore and this is why.
You go to church people are happy to see you and love the fact that your there most of the time, then others they don't even acknowledge the fact that you are there. Which I don't really see as a big problem. My problem is when you see the pastor out and your in your regular street clothes and you go up to him and say hi and proceed to hug him or shake his hand he acts like your not even there or like you have some kind of disease. Here is another thing. You have this huge multi million dollar size church where mainly richer people go. Some one that needs help with something like food or help with there electric or needs a gallon of gas in there car. Instead of taken you to get that gallon or helping you out in anyway, such as pointing you to the right place to go, they look at you like your deformed and tell you they only help out the members of there church, when you know dang well that the members of there churches are all very well payed people with full time jobs that have no chance of being laid off or anything of that nature. So basically what there saying is, oh well the money that we take in is to polish our marble floors and pad our pockets. Yet that same preacher that does all these things is the same one preaching that we should give unselfishly to those in need or when you see your fellow church goers outside the church grab them up and hug there neck and let them know God loves them and you do to. What happened to the old time church where they used to go out into the community and help those in need and never turn away anyone. Is it really that bad that you can't even trust your own preacher or church to be there when your in need. For instance, this really kills me. The church my mother in law goes to they took up money to help pay for a funeral of one of the members that died, This was the preachers Idea. I think thats a wonderful thing to do, but when the preacher died, they voted no to helping the pay there very own preachers funeral. After this preacher gave them the word of god every sunday, helped them when they where in need, and took them under his wing in a way. they said "No, we will not help pay one cent on the preachers funeral bill." That is just sad.
It's sad that it has come to this. You can't even look to the house of god for guidance or help in your darkest hour because the so called Christians have became so greedy with any and every thing they can't see past there own skins to see to that they are completely kicking there own kind right to the curb. I just pray God finds it in his hear to forgive these people. Amen!
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| Okay. So my boyfriend (Daniel) and I are in Subway, already in a line that seemed miles long. When in came two younger
girls and a guy, all probably in there twenties I would say. They all looked kind of "unkempt", like they had just jumped out of bed or something. The guy was caring a baby whom was a real cutie. The one girl whom I took as a friend of the
other girl and guy with the baby had extremely oily hair and looked as she hadn't seen shampoo in a couple months. Not to say anything bad about these people. We all have bad times in our life, Including me being a recovering drug addict and all (clean and sober for one year). What really annoyed me about these people is the fact that they where yelling back and forth at each other about how expensive the food was and how they needed 50 more cents to get two sandwiches and all this other crap. I would have gladly bought there food for them or gave them the money they needed, the thing was they where sitting there yelling back and forth at each other like they had never been in public and then they proceeded to get in an argument right there in line. Cussing and yelling at each other like something crazy. It was so bad that a woman with a young child got out of line and told the girl behind the counter to cancel her order and just left. The people didn't even take that as a hint that "hey maybe we are offending people". No, they just keep cussing each other to the point I thought it was going to come to blows. All I could do was look at my boyfriend (Daniel) and we both say "WOW!". There is nothing more refreshing then to see grown people act like stupid idiots. I just wanted to interrupt them and ask them "Do you guys really want to draw anymore attention to your selves then your looks already do?" I mean really yea, I was in my sweats hair up and not looking that hot my self, but really. Get a grip! I wish society would just start acting human again and learn to care for themselves and there self image. Geez!
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